...only ryan...

2011-12-25T02:45:00.007+07:00

all I want for christmas is ... let us be more realistic! a brand new honda jazz for me, all new CRV for my mom and my brother and also brand new iPad 2 \m/

2011-12-10T22:08:00.001+07:00

Woooo \m/

What's up reader? Long time no post right? Yeah karena selama ini saya belum galau. Lebih tepatnya karena agak malas nulis panjang lebar. Tapi karena ini sudah terlanjur terbuka tab-nya, jadi okay lah. HAHA *masih saja tidak jelas blog ini yah*

Hmm jadi saya sebenarnya bingung mau memulai dari mana. Dari kisah percintaan kah? Atau kah kegiatan sehari2 yang sudah berubah dari post2 sebelumnya ketika saya masih menjadi junior si bena kribo dan si itu loh artis yang di iklan clear yang lompat2 ga jelas di kursi di Univ Bina Nusantara.. HAHA

Okay jadi mari saya review sedikit mengenai diri saya sendiri. Perkenalkan, nama saya Ryan Samuel Pierre Palenewen. Orang Indonesia asli keturunan Menado dari ayah dan Ambon dari Ibu dan juga beberapa ras lainnya yang kadang membuat saya bingung mau jawab apa kalau ditanya "ryan orang apa?" Dan dengan simpel saya jawab "hmm ada pertanyaan lain ga? Tapi jangan tanya berat badan yah. Karena jawabnya juga agak berat!" LOL. Jadi bayangkanlah saja saya seperti apa. HAHA Ryan ini lahir pada tanggal 6 Juni 1992 dan sekarang berumur 19tahun. Nomor hape 081342098698 pin BB 21E2838A dan acc twitter: @iRyanSamuel. Yah beginilah kalau true jomblo-ers. Semua dipamer di blog. HAHA *lanjut* hmm saya suka makan! #Ehh?

Okay jadi beginilah. Pada saat ini saya mau mulai menceritakan mengenai apa saja yang baru saja terjadi akhir2 ini yang buat saya makin dewasa dan makin childish! LOL

Jadi gini, tahun lalu itu kan, saya memutuskan masuk di jurusan Teknik Industri Univ Bina Nusantara. Tapi setelah cukup lama bergumul, akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk pindah ke jurusan Kedokteran. Dan terpilihlah Univ. Kristen Krida Wacana atau UKRIDA sebagai tempat saya menghabiskan ratusan juta (for nothing) diawal tahun pembelajaran. *maaf nulisnya tertunda karena cek tab2 yang lain* *hmm mana kalian tau yah. kan nnti terpost juga. HAHA* Okay lanjut. Okay jadi setelah doa minta persetujuan dari Tuhan, akhirnya saya mengambil keputusan ini. Keputusan untuk serius kuliah kedokteran :)

Singkat cerita, diterimalah saya di univ yang menurut teman2 sy ini kampus yang hina. Mengapa hina? Nanti saya jelaskan. HAHAHAHAHA

Berawal dari ke-kepo-an seorang anak Ukrida lain yang bernama Jorgie yang suddenly entah darimana mention dan nanya kalau apakah saya anak kedokteran ukrida 2011. And I was like WHAAAATT? darimana dia tau yah? *forget about it* Setelah melewati beberapa percakapan, akhirnya dipertemukanlah saya dengan anak2 yang lain di grup BBM. Woooo belum masuk aja udah 30 orang temennya -_-

Okay jadi saya akan memperkenalkan anak2 dekil yang berusaha menyembuhkan orang di masa depan ini. HAHA pertama sangat tertarik untuk mengenal Cliff. Kenapa bisa? Karena saya HOMO. LOH? NO WAY! Karena 1, kita sama2 laki2 *bener2 homo nih anak -_-* 2, karena kita sama2 kelahiran 92 dan lulusan 2010 yang waktu itu cukup membuat heboh grup bbm itu. 3, karena kita sama2 mantan binusian yang homo *nah kan lagi*. Cuma dia anak IT dan saya TI. Seandainya kita 1 kelas, mungkin kita sudah jadian *OHMYYY HARUS TUTUP TAB INI* 4, dan hebatnya lagi! NIM kita bareng gitu. Saya 315 dan dia 316. Tapi itu taunya nanti pas masuk. HOHO and you know what, he's so fuckiiinnngg funnnnyyy. Konyol dia malah. Baik juga. Dan dia itu penggemarnya Annoying Orange yang di youtube. Even suaranya bisa ditiru. HAHAHAHA

Kedua, yaitu si Rachel. She's so fucckkiiinngg talented. Mau ketemu Mariah Carey-nya Ukrida, cari dia. Suaranya super keren. Sangat super keren. Anaknya juga gokil yaoowwwooohhh. Kita klo udah ktemu, apalagi di kantin, wooo jangan harap kalian bisa belajar kalau sudah denger kita bdua ngakak kagak tau diri. LOL kita bahkan berencana 1 kost-an biar tiap malam bisa karokean dengan modal lagu2 bajakan di playlist plus metrolyric HAHA

Ketiga, si Debby. Ini dia my super best friend di Ukrida. Kita itu bagaikan sepasang kekasih yang hanya jodoh di twitter. Tidak di dunia nyata dan bbm. HAHA *percakapan ini baru saja terjadi di bbm* Awalnya kita ngobrol itu karena saya nanya di grup siapa yang tinggal di lebak bulus dan you know what, hanya dia! Ohmyyyy. Dan karena dia juga sangat kocaaakkk, dan akrablah kita. Apalagi karena saya sering numpang pulang bareng dia. Dan numpangnya yang sampe deket rumah lagi. HAHAHAHAHA Okay maybe ini saja dulu mengenai dia. Mungkin terlalu panjang kalau mau dijelaskan semuanya :)

Keempat, si Daury Dia ini anaknya yang sok cool gitu bawaannya. Tapi isinya gokil juga. HAHAH dulu gue sm rachel suka ngejodohin dia sm si cliff. Soalnya mereka selalu berdua. Dan itu membuat saya CEMBURU! *OHMYYY RYAN PLEASE KE GEREJA BESOK!* HAHAHAH dan akhirnya hubungan terlarang ini putus dikarenakan si Cliff berusaha mencari pacar dan si daury berusaha mencari teman wanita yang banyak dan memang terjadi agar mereka tidak digosipkan HOMO. HAHAHAHAHA 

Hmm siapa lagi yaah? Sepertinya saya sudah lupa sih. Mungkin selanjutnya saya akan menceritakan kisah sehari2 di kelas dan di kantin dan semuanya. Mungkin tidak semuanya juga sih. HAHA

Okay. Jadi saya kebagian kelas A. Si cliff, rachel, dan dauri kebagian kelas B. Trus trus sayangnya si Debby dapet kelas F :(

Kemudian kelas A B mulailah berjalan seperti biasanya. Awalnya semua berusaha terlihat cool pada pandangan pertama. But it's so not me. Hmm maksudnya itu bukan gue banget dehh. HAHAHA mau sok2 english padahal tab sebelah malah tab google translate. LOL

Di kelas ini ohmyy. kayanya semua pelawak ngumpul disini. Pertama ada si rachel. Trus ada si Dona. Si Dona ini yah. Pertama kali kenalan sama dia langsung di bkin ngakak ga tau diri di kelas. Dasar hebriiiinnnggg hebooohhh lebaayyy woooo ada semua di dia. Anaknya lucu enak diajak bcanda selooowww pokoknya mau nyari temen buat di hina2 klo ga nyari gue, cari dia yah. HAHAHAH *no offense yah dona :)* trus akhir2 ini masa dia doyannya nonton film korea yang homo2 gitu. Itukan harusnya film favorit saya *OKAYY DI USIR LAH SAYA DARI KELUARGA INI* 

Kemudia ada si Farella. HAHAHAH ini juga gokil anaknya. Kemaren2 dia di bully mulu soalnya kita katain anak pejabatt. Yang klo ke kampus diiring polisi HAHAHA trus nnti gede jadi ibu PKK yang aktif di posyandu HAHAHAHHAA oh iya, dia jadi inspirasi saya buat nulis blog hari ini. Dan ohmyy isi blognya sangat mengharukan :( Jadi pengen ngaku kalau saya ini, tidak, lupakan saja. HAHAHAH

Dan dilanjutkan si putri lampung Moy yang cantik dan super baik. Kenapa baik? Karena saya suka titip absen. HAHAHHA Dia ini juga gokil polos2 gtu orangnya. Tapi seperti yang dikatakan ibu PKK farella, Moy ini enaknya karena kadang bisa jadi sosok dewasa yang bisa menjinakkan ke-labil-an anak2 ini. HAHAHA dan saya sudah tidak bertemu si Moy 2 hari dan sangat merindukan dia. HAHA

Trus trus ada si Gary.. Si raja gamaliel ini. Ehem gamaliel ini bukan yang swalayan itu. Jadi dia bukan anak dari pemilik swalayan gamaliel itu. Ehem itu Gelael GOBLOK! Maaf saya baru sadar. HAHA dia anaknya asik di ajak gokil2an. Suka hedon, suka blanja, suka makan dan sebagainya. Dia itu ratusan juta berjalan. Harusnya dia itu bisa jadi magnet cewe. Tapi, malah jadi magnet cowo. Kan saya cemburu *NAJIIISSS* Paling enak klo ngajakin si geri hedon. Lengkap pasti hedonnya. Makan nonton karokean bisa digabung dalam 1 hari. HAHAHA

Siapa siapa siapa? Nah ada si Alvivinnnnnnnn. Alvivin , kalo diliat dari tampangnya pertama kali sih yaah dia itu cantik , pendiem , kayak anggun gtu. ehh teryata tertipu sodara - sodara , aslinya REMAN KOTA , BATU (gapunya prasaan kata dona) , SLENGE'AN , dan ANAK MOTOR*wow ,  macho pokoknya, biar kata macho dia anak fotografi, kalo lagi berpose cantik dan anggun *menipu. (hahaha. peace ipiiin)1 <-- pengen bkin superscript yang kaya di makalah itu tapi ga bisa :( ini kalimatnya diambil dari blognya si fae di sini :)

*TERUS TERUS MASIH BANYAK LAGI. TAPI SAYA SUDAH NGANTUK*

Ada si Nurul + si Novella Iona Tiffany. Mereka ini yah kaya si sungkar bersaudara itu loh. Tapi mereka versi nakalnya. Nakal yang dimaksud disini itu yah, mereka tukang bajak BBM ohmyy. trus bajaknya parah pula. Ga nyantai cuuyy HAHAHA

Trus ada si malaysian Kash. Temen malaysia pertama saya disini. Jadi di Ukrida itu memang banyak anak Malaysia yang dateng buat melanjutkan pendidikan ke jenjang yang lebih tinggi. Jadi dia ini anaknya superkewl. Fashionable dan gokil juga. Dari dia kita suka nanya2 ttg malaysia. Gimana malaysia. Gimana bahasanya dan sebagainya. Dia itu paling suka sama artis cowo Indonesia yang cakep banget. Dan ternyata dia itu Irwansyah. Ohmy kash, mau di deportasi dia ke malaysia kayanya. Irwansyah ma di Slipi Jaya juga banyak. HAHAHAHA trus dia kan masih belajar bahasa Indonesia juga. Masa diajarin sm Gery klo di Indonesia itu, hair bukan rambut. Tapi bulu. Dan parahnya, bulu j*mbut katanya. HAHAHA. trus diajarin ngomong ng*ntot dkk HAHAHA dasar geerrryyy

Trus ada beberapa juga temen2 yang gokil2 juga. Si Margaret, si Nila Dakota *kenapa gue panggil Dakota, karena dia temen gue pertama yang pake Dakota LOL*, trus ada si Rani juga yang gokil2 gtu, ada si Mathyas juga *si Mathyas ini yah, klo pertama kali liat, bakal pikir dia itu cowo cool yang jaim2 yang sombong2 gtu. Tau2nya pelawak juga. HAHAHAHA* Trus ada Wega juga. Wega ini mantan artis gitu. ada beberapa ftv yang diperanin sm dia. Kemaren pas kelas biokimia, gue geri sm si wega nonton film dia yang lagi diputer di sctv. HAHA trus ada si Dili Alda Ervin yang orang Toraja dan suka saya bully HAHAHHA ada si Raditia, Manggala, Desak Tiara, Tammy yang super pendiam, dan Viboy yang kalau presentasi ngomongnya super cepat trus kaya orang demo jadinya HAHHAHA

DAN masuklah kita di sesi hati. Selama ini selalu janjian sama si Debby klo ga boleh melibatkan hati terlalu jauh. Maunya cuma logika doang. Dan, si logika tetap kalah. Dan kali ini saya dibuat galau kalau seorang perempuan yang tadinya yaah bolehlah dibilang kalau udah ngasih lampu hijau. Ini bukan saya yang kepedean yah, tapi memang begitu adanya. Cuma karena ada sesuatu hal, and SHE left me here so UNEXPECTED! Dan galau lah saya. Sekarang hanya cuma berusaha move on lagi setelah (lumayan) berhasil move on dari yang terdahulu. HAHAHAHHA gendeng! malah dibahas

trus trus ada 1 lagi. Jadi ada 1 orang, yang pengen banget saya ajakin buat jadi sahabat saya gitu. Jadi saya kaya some friendless guy gitu. Kenapa dia? Karena he's so adorable *NAH LOH GAY-NYA MULAI NONGOL LAGI* HAHAHAHA yah pokoknya gitu dahh HAHAHA I just want him to be my close friend because I just thought we could make a perfect team. You know, I'm the childish one and need his help to make me a better person HAHAHAH sebenarnya karena saya itu pengen jadi kaya dia. Jadi ryan yang lebih dewasa kaya dia -_- ini malah ryan yang childish luar biasa HAHAHA

Hmm oh iya, saya baru saja kehilangan iPod touch kesayangan saya itu. Just really love that iPod and I just miss it so damn much right now!

Okay maybe enough for today. Jadi galau karena inget iPod yang ilang itu :(
Bye, have a great weekend guys \m/

heello :)

2011-08-15T02:00:00.003+07:00

heyy readerrs
how's ur life?

what do you think about my new blog template?
change it yesterdayy
hope you like it :)

btw, better check this 2 new social networking

*Google+
but, just tell me when you want to join so i will invite you cos you can't made your account without getting any invite from previous user :)

*Heello
know twitpic? heello was made by the founder of the twitpic :)

enough for today i think
gbye

2011-08-01T17:45:00.000+07:00

Intro: D Bm G A

Verse 1:
               D
Don't know how long 
            Bm
It's been a while since 
         G       A
You told me...your favorite story 


Verse 2:
             D
It's been on my mind 
           Bm
Driving me crazy 
         G       A
Am I the reason that (you're crying now) harmony 


Pre-chorus:
          F#m
I see the tears in your eyes 
             Bm
They tell me you don't believe 
             G   A
That I can't be...your prince charming. 

                F#m
Maybe you can't understand 
              Bm
But when you (said you loved me) 
             G
My life was (changed 
                     A
And I wish you could see)


Chorus:
            D
I'm willing to 
       F#m
be the one 
        Bm  D
and the angel that you love 
          G
with open arms 
     A  D
I'll always be there 

         G
You must believe 
              A
That you and me 
            D        Bm
Will end up living happily 
       G A D
In our own fairytale story


Pre-chorus: in chinese

          F#m
Ni Ku Zhe Dui Wo Shuo 
             Bm
Tong Hua Li Dou Shi Pian Ren De
         G              A
Wo Bu Ke Neng Shi Ni De Wang Zi


         F#m
Ye Xu Ni Bu Hui Dong
             Bm
Cong Ni Shuo Ai Wo Yi Hou
           G
Wo De Tian Kong 
                  A
Xin Xin Dou Liang Le


Chorus: in chinese
             D
Wo Yuan Bian Cheng 
         F#m
Tong Hua Li 
      Bm            D
Ni Ai De Na Ge Tian Shi
                 G
Zhang Kai Shuang Shou 
           A      D
Bian Cheng Chi Bang Shou Hu Ni

             G
Ni Yao Xiang Xin 
          A
Xiang Xin Wo Men 
          D           Bm
Hui Xiang Tong Hua Gu Shi Li
        G    A    D
Xing Fu He Kuai Le Shi Jie Ju



Chorus: (Second time play in E)
          D (E)
I want to be 
       F#m (G#)
be the one 
        Bm (C#m)       D (E)
and the angel that you love 
          G (A)
with open arms 
      A (B) D (E)
I'll always be there 


         G (A)
You must believe 
             A (B)
That you and me 
            D (E) Bm (C#m)
Will end up living happily 
       G (A) A (B) D (E)
In our own fairytale story

2011-07-29T01:08:00.002+07:00

weii blog
baru sadar bulan juli blum post apa2 :(

hari ini mau ngomong apa yah?
miss blog-ing so damn much

but i prefer to do tumblr-ing now
haha :)

Pretending

2011-06-24T03:32:00.001+07:00

Face to face and heart to heart, we're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes, I look away, that's just because I'm not okay
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be pretending?

How long do I fantasize, make believe that it's still alive?
Imagine that I am good enough, and we can choose the ones we love
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, always be

Keeping secrets safe, every move we make
Seems like no one's letting go
And it's such a shame 'cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have our happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending?

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be
Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be

Will we ah-ah, ah-always, ah-ah, ah-always
Ah-ah, ah-always be pretending?

HAPPY BDAAYY TO ME

2011-06-07T01:03:00.001+07:00

Hey readers
Yesterday was my 19th birthday :) 06June2011
Now I'm a 19th years college boy

Hope I can be a better and new Ryan Samuel
Wish the best for my family, my friends, my love life, my healthy, my finance, my future, my everything and have a long life :D

thx God for all of my amaziinngg friends
Reinando Oscavio, Amanda Triana Tandiary, Firman Bohang, Fendy Thendean, Edwin Limowa, Raynaldi Tandiari, Rio Pratama, Arnold Matulatan, Liem Stefanus ...

thx for the bdaayy surprise :D
ingredients : eggs, flour, butter, nutrisari berbagai rasa, kopi, milo, susu basi, dann yang paling mengejutkaann, bubur kacang ijo :D

kinda sad too because it's my first time celebrate my birthday without my mom, my brother and my family :(

But I really have to get used to it :D

One thing

try listen to this song :

Jar Of Hearts and Isn't She Lovely by Glee Cast

If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield (kinda old songg)

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings 
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand 
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed? 
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away 
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with 
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand 
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong 
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right 
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand 
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

that's all for now

baru saja dapat kabar klo Makassar Suki dan Makassar Theater di Jalan Bali, Makassar, Sulawesi Selatan, Indonesia kebakaran dan rata dengan tanah :( 

Favorite Girl :)

2011-05-26T18:24:00.000+07:00

I always knew you were the best
The coolest girl I know
So prettier than all the rest
The star of my show
So many times I wished
You'd be the one for me
But never knew it'd get like this
Girl, what you do to me
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl, you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You're used to goin' out your way
To impress these Mr. Wrongs
But you can be yourself with me
I'll take you as you are
I know they said believe in love
It's a dream that can't be real
So girl let's write a fairytale
And show 'em how we feel
You're who I'm thinkin' of
Girl you ain't my runner up
And no matter what
You're always number one
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby, my baby, oh
My miss don't play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve
'Cause you're the girl of my dreams
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
You're my favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite, my favorite)
(My favorite girl, my favorite girl)
Favorite girl

Kiss Me Slowly

2011-05-16T06:41:00.002+07:00

Stay with me, baby stay with me, 
Tonight don't leave me alone. 
Walk with me, come and walk with me, 
To the edge of all we've ever known. 

I can see you there with the city lights,  
Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes. 
I can breathe you in. 
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door, 
No, I could not want you more than I did right then, 
As our heads leaned in. 

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,  
But with my eyes closed all I see 
Is the skyline, through the window, 
The moon above you and the streets below. 
Hold my breath as you're moving in, 
Taste your lips and feel your skin. 
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. 

Stay with me, baby stay with me,  
Tonight don't leave me alone. 
She shows me everything she used to know, 
Picture frames and country roads, 
When the days were long and the world was small. 

She stood by as it fell apart,  
Separate rooms and broken hearts, 
But I won't be the one to let you go. 

Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,  
But with my eyes closed all I see 
Is the skyline, through the window, 
The moon above you and the streets below. 

Hold my breath as you're moving in, 
Taste your lips and feel your skin. 
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. 

Don't run away...  
And it's hard to love again, 
When the only way it's been, 
When the only love you know, 
Just walked away... 
If it's something that you want, 
Darling you don't have to run, 
You don't have to go ... 

Just stay with me, baby stay with me,  

Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,  
But with my eyes closed all I see 
Is the skyline, through the window, 
The moon above you and the streets below.    [Don't let go] 
Hold my breath as you're moving in, 
Taste your lips and feel your skin. 
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly. 

Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna go,  
But in this moment all I know 
Is the skyline, through the window, 
The moon above you and the streets below.    [Baby, don't let go] 
Hold my breath as you're moving in, 
Taste your lips and feel your skin. 
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

*Parachute

2011-05-08T02:44:00.004+07:00

I know

I'm not ready

or strong enough

to move on

and live my own life

JUDAS!!

2011-05-08T02:41:00.002+07:00

JUDAS IS COMING

CHECK THIS OUT

REALLY HEART THE DANCE :)

2011-04-12T18:19:00.000+07:00

 hei kalian tahu, akhir akhir ini sy sering dipanggil raaayyy atau rrryyyy
wei its ryan :( r y a n atau r a y e n :)

but its okey sih

whatever mereka mau panggil apa yang penting ryan yg dimaksud

HAHA

#random

cute cute cute :p

2011-04-03T13:20:00.001+07:00

2011-04-02T03:21:00.001+07:00

hei

punya seorang teman, boleh dibilang kita sudah seperti best-friend-forever nya spongebob

dia tahu banyak tentang ada satu hal yang sedang saya hadapi

sering kali dia menjadi tempat curahan untuk lebih melegakan hati

dia memang tidak pernah gagal untuk membangkitkan semangatku lagi

TIDAK PERNAH GAGAL!

dia yang selalu,"heyy keep fighting, terus berjuang, saya tahu you can do it dan sebagainya" dan

sampai kemarin, chatting di salah satu social networking

dan kemudian dia bilang

"mungkin ini saatnya untuk kau menyerah. mungkin memang itu bukan lah jalan keluar yang baik

lebih baik kau tinggalkan semua hal itu dan berjuang untuk sesuatu yang baru. plis, sudah tidak ada faktor pendukung yang bisa meyakinkan saya ataupun kau sendiri kalau kau bisa berhasil"

and it was like,

"oh.."

dunno wat to do. hey wer r you? dimana kau yang dulu?

yang selalu support saya apapun itu

yang selalu berhasil buat saya semangat untuk keep alive...

dan sekarang yang kau hasilkan hanya.. 

"oh.."

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

2011-03-28T05:17:00.000+07:00

 You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
That you keep that smile

Yeah, you are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do
I’ll give my life up for you
Cos you are my dream

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

You had my child
You make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on little me
That’d be mine forever

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure 

Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
To keep you forever

#Next2You 

2011-03-21T13:33:00.004+07:00

#np Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me (ft. Rascal Flatts)
udah 45kali sih diputar sampai posting ini dibuat
mulai play lagunya pas jam 11an jam plg kuliah :)
really heart heart HEART <3 IT!
my fav song from my lil brother
good job bro :)
HAHAHA~

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BUTUH ALASAN!! BUKAN JAWABAN!!
#HAHA *apaseh

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skli lagi posting dan itu akan menjadi postingan ke 200 :D

#randomphoto

2011-03-16T02:28:00.002+07:00

prefer yang mana?

wkwk :)

#randomphoto

2011-03-13T18:06:00.004+07:00

#randompost

2011-03-13T03:29:00.011+07:00

hei readers. it's me. the owner of this blog. My name is Ryan Samuel Pierre Palenewen. hentikan omong kosong ini segera.HAHA

hei smua. udh lama ga posting. maaf utk pemilihan bahasa yang buruk. lagipula ini blogku!terserah kan ryan mau apain blog ini. HAHA okei hentikan postingan tidak jelas ini segera

dunno mau mulai darimana. terlalu banyak yang merasuk pikiran :( dan semuanya tentang cinta :) tuhkan mulai bingung lagi :(

thank God for everything. semua yang terjadi. entah itu kejadian buruk atau baik selama minggu kemarin. skli lagi thx God. i do love you. maaf kalau sering menjauh dan tetap jatuh di dosa yang sama :( tolong beri kekuatan untuk segera bangkit dan jadi Ryan yang baru

hmm berikutnya apa yah? KULIAH! it's freaking me out. dunno why. feels like hmdd malas ma kuliah deh. terlalu banyak hitungan di ini jurusan. fyi Ryan jurusan teknik industri di salah satu universitas terkemuka di indonesia #prayformyfuture HAHA

fyi lagi : jadwal kuliah ryan itu senin selasa rabu kamis. tapi ryan cuman masuk pas hari kamis. so sorry God, Mom, Pris, Ito dan lainlain. kemarin sempat ga enak badan pas hari senin dan rabu. klo selasa ma bantuin temen buat tugas :) HAHA #alibiparah

next apa yah? Oh iya. sangat suka film Burlesque dan A Crazy Little Thing Called Love. kalian harus nonton film2 ini. HAHA. Burlesque bercerita tentang hmm apa yah? liat mko deh trailernya di youtube ckck. HAHA
trus kalau A Crazy Little Thing Called Love (hmdd panjang na judulnya.cape k ketik deh.semoga sy nd mention mi lagi judulnya.HAHA #tidakjelas) crita cinta2 begitu he. nd cocok utk anak metal HAHA yah lumayan romantis sih. deh apa lumayan. padahal sy smpe nangis2 nntn. HAHA enda ji laa. yg penting nd di liat org. apa sih HAHA *sebenarnya redaksi juga bingung ini blog atau ladang untuk ngomong sendiri --" LOLnya deh. pokoknya nonton saja itu film he. yakin nd akan nyesal. HAHA
Oh iya. American Pie - The Book Of Love juga bagus. serius ini bukan dari sisi telanjang2nya tapi dari sisi cerita cintanya. aww so sweet (baca: aww sangat manis --") HAHA. I ACTUALLY LIKE YOU, FOR YOU!! astaga itu kata2. ckck

next: berbicara tentang a friend of mine. HAHA. apa omong deh. tapi serius itu redaksi kutip dari lupa film apa. maaf redaksi sepertinya tipikal orang pelupa disaat yang tidak tepat HAHA. hmdd trllu banyak omong kosong sampe lupa apa yang saya mau bicarakan. back to apa ka itu bhs inggrisnya permasalahan deh HAHA

Oh iya, Ryan punya teman. Baik iya baik. tapi kadang too childish tapi hey. you gotta be kidding me. teman yah teman. harus terima dia apa adanya. apa sih pake liat kejelekan lagi. klo mmg peduli sm kejelekannya, yasudah nd usah berteman secara keseluruhan. hmdd bingung k baca deh. LOL. begini intinya, Ryan punya teman yang sangat baik. Kita berbeda kampus sayangnya. Dia sangat baik. Ryan sdh menganggap dia sebagai bff maybe. HAHA. intinya i cant imagine if dia nd berteman lagi sm Ryan. karena Ryan sudah merasa comfortable sama dia. HAHA itu kata2nya loh. LOL dan dia adalah... ada deh #sh*t HAHA

punya teman2 gereja yang baik. terutama 2 orang ini. tapi akhir2 ini mereka menjauh. eits ingat. bukan mereka yang menjauh tapi Ryan yang menutup diri :) so sorry guys. brusaha utk keep contact dengan kalian lagi :D dan mereka adalaaahhh.. ada deh #LOL

POSTINGAN APA INI? MAAF PIKIRAN KU LAGI KACAU! TERLALU BANYAK YANG HARUS DICARI JALAN KELUARNYA :(

postingan yang paling ditunggu2
CINTA (HAHA memangnya siapa yang mau tau cerita cintamu tod LOLnya deh)
still love the same girl :) dunno harus senang atau sedih :( so sad to realize that we're still just friend. we're just friend. we can't be more than friend. bahkan untuk jadi best friend pun susah. kenapa susah? karena best friend artinya 2 atau lebih individu yang sadar kalau mereka itu nyambung dalam segala hal dan tidak ada yang bisa memisahkan. how bout us? ryan lakukan semuanya karena ryan sayang sama dia. ryan selalu berusaha hadir disaat dia butuh. sedangkan dia? i dunno. tapi alasan yang bisa terlihat jelas itu karena dia mungkin sudah tidak punya pilihan lain. mau tidak mau, okeilah sama ryan saja :( plis jangan buat ryan berpikir seperti itu. but i don't care. i love you. ga peduli apapun yang pernah dia lakukan ke ryan. i've told you before. i really love you. dan semua yang terjadi belum sanggup untuk buat ryan menyerah. i don't care kebodohan2 apa yang pernah dia lakukan atau kejelekan2 apa yang ada dalam dirinya. mungkin banyak yang berpikir dia bahkan tidak cantik atau sekedar "biasa" tapi hey screw you. i love her and i don't care what people say. i actually love her, for her. i really mean what i say :)

MUSIC
segera download JustinBieber Baby - Glee Cast Version. hmm download juga Lady Gaga - Born This Way, Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me dan Till The World Ends, Jessie J - Who You Are. Oh iya, akhir2 ini redaksi lagi fall in love dengan video korea. HAHA mulai freak deh LOL

REALLY SORRY. INI BETUL2 POSTINGAN NYAMPAH. EFEK BOSAN HIDUP #BCANDAONLY
HAHA
#NGANTUKCUY
TIDUR YAH GNITE GOD BLESS~

HEARTBEAT!!

2011-03-09T16:52:00.005+07:00

can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it’s beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it’s no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i’m holding on to you and can’t let go.
it still feels like you’re next to me.
i can’t believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can’t open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there’s no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn’t my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat.
don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this
listen to my heartbeat
listen to my heartbeat
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain’t coming
she’s gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won’t come back. she doesn’t think of you.
she doesn’t know that i’m waiting for her, she’s doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can’t i do that

listen to my heartbeat
listen to my heartbeat
don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this
listen to my heartbeat
listen to my heartbeat
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
my heart is beating faster and faster

my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
*TAKEN FROM 2PM

foto foto kecelakaan pesawat yang unik :D

2011-03-05T14:14:00.000+07:00

wei how's life?

ni ada foto2 kecelakaan yang unik yang s4 terambil gambarnya

HAHA

*taken from here :D

...

2011-02-18T19:01:00.002+07:00

won't give up with this situation and always be patient :) | sometimes cry for something who even doesn't belong to me | and I think I will wait for you, until I have no more reason to wait anymore..

BORN THIS WAY!!

2011-02-13T19:17:00.001+07:00

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M 
Just put your paws up 
'Cause you were born this way, baby 

My mama told me when I was young 
We are all born superstars 
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on 
In the glass of her boudoir 

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are" 
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe" 
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far, 
Listen to me when I say" 

I'm beautiful in my way, 
'Cause God makes no mistakes 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 
Just love yourself and you're set 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Ooo, there ain't no other way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Ooo, there ain't other way 
Baby, I was born- 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be! 

Give yourself prudence and love your friends 
Subway kid, rejoice your truth 
In the religion of the insecure 
I must be myself, respect my youth 

A different lover is not a sin 
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey) 
I love my life, I love this record and 
Mi amore vole fe yah (Love needs faith) 

I'm beautiful in my way, 
'Cause God makes no mistakes 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 
Just love yourself and you're set 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Ooo, there ain't no other way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Ooo, there ain't other way 
Baby, I was born- 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be a drag, just be a queen 
Don't be! 

Don't be drag, just be a queen 
Whether you're broke or evergreen 
You're black, white, beige, chola descent 
You're lebanese, you're orient 
Whether life's disabilities 
Left you outcast, bullied or teased 
Rejoice and love yourself today 
'Cause baby, you were born this way 

No matter gay, straight or bi 
Lesbian, transgendered life 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born to survive 
No matter black, white or beige 
Chola or orient made 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born to be brave 

I'm beautiful in my way 
'Cause God makes no mistakes 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Don't hide yourself in regret, 
Just love yourself and you're set 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

Ooo, there ain't no other way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Baby, I was born this way 
Ooo, there ain't other way 
Baby, I was born- 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way 

I was born this way, hey! 
I was born this wayy, hey! 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way, hey! 

I was born this way, hey! 
I was born this way, hey! 
I'm on the right track, baby 
I was born this way, hey!                   

kejujuran hati :(

2011-02-06T01:46:00.000+07:00

ku akui aku memang cemburu
setiap kali kudengar namanya kau sebut
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kulakukan
karena memang kau bukan milikku

ku akui aku merindukanmu
meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
tapi ku tak pernah bisa 
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kuinginkan
karena memang kau bukan milikku
 

sesungguhnya ku tak rela
jika kau tetap bersama dirinya
hempaskan cinta yg kuberi

semampunya ku mencoba
tetap setia menjaga segalanya
demi cinta yg tak pernah berakhir

ku akui aku merindukanmu
meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
tapi ku tak pernah bisa 
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kuinginkan
karena memang kau bukan milikku

kejujuran hati yg tak mungkin dapat ku pungkiri
keinginanku untuk kau tau isi hatiku
demi cinta yg tak pernah berakhir

rindu posting

2011-01-20T00:48:00.002+07:00

heyy rindu posting

terlalu banyak yang mau dibicarakan

lewat gambar mo aa

HAHA~

Heyy

yang atas karyaku loh

bosan di kelas fisika dan akhirnya sibuk gambar dan nulis dan foto2

HAHA~

*ada yang di sensor

~~kalian tau laa :(~~

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yang bawah curhat2an sih sm someone

ngapain someone

udah ada namanya

HAHA~

knp di capture it?

karena kata2nya ohmy

ngena loh di ryan

tapii :(

1st post in new yearr :p

2011-01-08T01:03:00.003+07:00

heyy what's up

in bahasa we said "apa diatas"

of course not

it's like "apa kabar" HAHA

long time gk menuangkan tulisan di blog aneh ini

entah apa maksud sebenarnya

wkwk

oo iaa

Merry Christmas 2010

and

Happy New Yearr 2011

Tuhan punya rencana BESAR untuk kita loh di 2011

wetz wkwk

maybe it's too late to say like now HAHA

dunno what to sayy anymore

here's some photos that i dunno its take or took wkwk from my camera

hope you like it

he is my (close) friend heyy it's best picture ever i really <3 it

isenggsss

whataya want from me ? hihi

a girl with blurr things :p

future profesional diver wkwk

jump to the end loh wkwk

pantai losari's view

forgot the name of the hotel in makassar

my friend's at my other's friend bday partyy

dunno who's cat but they're at my door hihi

my lovely akino <3

2010-12-27T17:20:00.002+07:00

and i fall in ~~love~~ with you

all over ~~again~~

#stupidthings

grenade

2010-12-09T19:07:00.000+07:00

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash 
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya 
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain 
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no 

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb 
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash 
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya 
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain 
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire 
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya 
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain 
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same 
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

2010-12-07T17:04:00.001+07:00

all i want is ~~YOU~~

JUST A DREAM!!

2010-12-04T22:20:00.001+07:00

I was thinking about her 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us (us) 
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, (Yeah) 
it was only just a dream... 

So I drive on back (uh) 
down that road (road) 
Will she come back? (Uh) 
No one knows 
I realize (Yeah) 
It was only just a dream. 

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement 
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement 
I swear now I can't take it 
Knowing somebody's got my baby  
Now you ain't around, baby I can't think 
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring 
Cuz I can still feel it in the air 
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair 

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife 
She left me, Im tied. 
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right 

I was thinking about her 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us (us) 
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, (Yeah) 
it was only just a dream... 

So I drive on back (Uh) 
Down that road (Yeah) 
Will she come back? (back) 
No one knows 
I realize (Yeah) 
It was only just a dream. 

When I be ridin 
man I swear I see your face at every turn 
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn 
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for 
No more will I be missing, will I learn? 

Didn't give her all my love 
I guess now I got my payback 
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby 
HEY, she was so easy to love 
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough 
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone 
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone 
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on 
Cause I was wrong. 

I was thinking about her 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us (us) 
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, (Yeah) 
it was only just a dream... 

So I drive on back (Uh) 
Down that road (road) 
Will she come back? (back) 
No one knows 
I realize (Yeah) 
It was only just a dream... 

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up 
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up 
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything            

I was thinking about her 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us (us) 
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, (Yeah) 
it was only just a dream... 

So I drive on back (Uh) 
Down that road (road) 
Will she come back? (back) 
No one knows 
I realize (Yeah) 
It was only just a dream 

you made me~

2010-12-03T01:13:00.002+07:00

~~feel nothing in front of YOU!~~

syukuri apa yang ada~

2010-12-03T01:09:00.000+07:00

Doa seorang anak kecil :

"Bapa, aku sedih ujianku jelek. tapi, aku bangga karena tidak menyontek.

Bapa, terima kasih untuk sepotong kue tadi pagi. meski itu untuk mengganjal perutku sehari, tapi saat aku melihat temanku yang lapar, aku ikhlas memberikan kue itu dan aku heran seharian aku tidak merasa lapar..

tadi papaku memukul aku. sakit Bapa, sakit! tapi, tak apa, yang penting aku masih punya papa..

Bapa, lihat sepatuku sudah mulai rusak. mungkin minggu depan aku tak punya sepatu lagi ke sekolah, tp aku bersyukur masih punya kaki..

Bapa, aku suka teman kelasku. tapi, dia tak menyukaiku. tak apa, karena aku percaya Bapa selalu menyayangiku.."

belajarlah melihat sisi positif dari tiap pergumulan dan ingat untuk selalu sabar dan bersyukur..
kadang bahkan kita tidak bisa berpikir seperti anak kecil tadi. yang selalu bersyukur untuk setiap keadaan yang bisa Bapa berikan untuk dia lewati. yang selalu kita lakukan hanyalah bersungut untuk barang yang kita inginkan tapi sebenarnya sangat tidak kita butuhkan~

*wanna be like that kid!

LISTEN

2010-11-26T01:57:00.005+07:00

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard 
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads 
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you 
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside 
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads 
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you 
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong 
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart 
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you 
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own         

Pasto - Tanya Hati

2010-11-19T22:48:00.001+07:00

Tuhan tolonglah
Hapus dia dari hatiku
Kini semua percuma
Tak kan mungkin terjadi
Kisah cinta yang selalu aku banggakan

Kau hempas semua
Masa yamng tercipta untukmu
Tanpa pernah melihat
Betapa ku mencoba
Jadi yang terbaik untuk dirimu

Reff:
Oh mengapa tak bisa dirimu
Yang mencintaiku tulus dan apa adanya
Aku memang bukan manusia sempurna
Tapi ku layak dicinta karena ketulusan
Kini biarlah waktu yang jawab semua

Tanya hatiku

Tanpa pernah melihat
Betapa ku mencoba
Jadi yang terbaik untuk dirimu

Back to Reff:

Waktu yang jawab semua
Tanya hatiku

this is me!! wkk

2010-11-09T21:28:00.001+07:00

~~what do you think?~~

~~wkk~~

thx GOD!!

2010-10-27T00:25:00.001+07:00

heyy what's up? apa diatas? lol

how's life? hope it really as great as mine. ribet sklii weh pake english. indo mo laa.jadi diri sendiri saja. nd usah sok2. wkak

oo iaa

mgkn post ini lbh condong ke ungkapan syukur ryan selama di jakarta. maaf baru post sekarang. karena ryan baru saja sadar kalau sebenarnya ryan seperti mendapat hadiah berupa komunitas yang sangat membangun.

berawal dari...

awalnya ryan tidak pernah sadar kalau ternyata ryan akan kuliah di Bina Busantara University atau lebih dikenal BiNus University. Semuanya dimulai dari kepedulian seorang teman yang merekomendasikan BiNus berhubung dia sudah diterima di BiNus. Thx for dat. Setelah pengumuman kelulusan, ryan awalnya tidak yakin kalau akan kuliah di jakarta. Berhubung awalnya ryan sangat tidak disetujui kuliah diluar. Okeyy ryan sadar kalau semuanya dikarenakan sifat ryan yang terlalu menggampangkan segalanya. "Tenang, Mama banyak uang kok" NOPE! Salah besar! Sebanyak apapun uang orang tua, kita juga harus menghargai semuanya. Jangan karena gengsi dengan teman2 sehingga kita banyak menhGabiskan uang orang tua. Sok beli barang branded laa, kuliah di kampus mahal laa, jalan2 ke t4 yg sebenarnya sangat tidak penting untuk dipamerkan. Heyy bukan cuma anda yang pernah ke sana. Loh? kok post-nya jadi gini. Wkak. Maaf~

Lanjut, setelah tiba di Jakarta dan memulai kehidupan baru sebagai "perantau", awalnya teman2 sekitar hanya merupakan teman2 baru yang okeyy boleh dibilang hanyalah teman untuk pergi makan bareng kalau malam.  Mungkin ini semua rencana Tuhan. Berawal dari makan bareng, akhirnya semuanya meningkat. Ryan tiba2 sudah masuk ke dalam lingkungan komsel. Awalnya sempat kaget, tapi sekarang malah sangat bersyukur terhadap semuanya. Ryan akhirnya sadar kalau mereka bukan teman biasa. Teman yang sangat membangun. Melalui teman2 komsel akhirnya ryan sadar betapa pentingnya kehidupan jika dilewati sambil mengingat Tuhan. Oo iaa, hari2 berlalu dengan indahnya. you know, masalah cinta hmm.. maybe later laa dipikirnya. mungkin yang selama ini ryan sibuk update blog mengeluh tentang cinta, heyy sekarang semacam pertemanan dengan teman2 komsel ini mulai menghiburku. It's NOT a BIG deal anymore. Wkak *lebay

feskom..

festival komsel. festival komsel mengharuskan setiap komsel untuk menciptakan satu lagu bertemakan sahabat. Dari sini lah semua dimulai. Dari latihan bareng, komsel, makan dan semuanya dilewati bersama. *lebay weh. Dari semuanya itu, akhirnya festival komsel dapat berjalan mulus. Semuanya bernyanyi dengan baik. Wkak. Termasuk ryan. Ryan yakin kalau tangan Tuhan benar2 bekerja saat itu. Menang atau kalah, kita tetap pemenang bukan? yey Oo iaa. judul lagunya sahabat. lyric dan mungkin saja videonya nanti lah di upload. Hehe

Setelah melewati feskom, ryan semakin yakin kalau mereka2 inilah yang pasti bisa membantu ryan untuk melewati hari2 di lingkungan baru. Semua betul2 dengan jati diri mereka masing2. Mereka dengan diri mereka dan tanpa TOPENG yang menutupi kejelekan mereka. Mereka tidak malu dengan diri mereka. Karena ryan yakin mereka sadar kalau mereka ciptaan Tuhan yang berharga. Tidak peduli gemuk kurus jelek cakep kaya miskin. Tuhan tidak melihat luaran. Tetapi Tuhan melihat HATI!!

after beberapa minggu tidak gereja..

yey akhirnya minggu kemarin 25 Oktober 2010, ryan pergi gereja untuk pertama kalinya (terakhir 20 Sept). Pertama kali ya tanpa orang tua. Cuma dengan teman2 seperjuangan. Hehe. wow! setelah rindu ke gereja, akhirnya ryan bisa ke gereja lagi. Datang dan you know, khotbahnya itu ngena banget ke ryan. tapi isi khotbahnya nanti yah di upload. Wkak

pulang gereja..

heyy ryan pun di daftarkan ikut SPK (Saya Pengikut Kristus). SPK semacam wadah untuk para mahasiswa agar bisa lebih memperdalam alkitab. Yaa bisa untuk mendekatkan diri juga ke Tuhan. SANGAT TERBERKATI! you know, akhirnya dari SPK ini ryan bisa saat teduh setiap malam. Oo iaa, didaftarkan sm ko Aldo. you can search him on facebook, Reynaldo Wibowo. ko Aldo sekaligus sebagai pembina ryan dalam SPK ini. Sangat bersyukur bisa ketemu yang namanya ko Aldo. Sangat terhibur punya pembina seperti dia. Memang baru saja beberapa hari yang ryan lewati dengan pembina yang 1 ini. Tapi ryan sangat bersyukur dia bisa jadi pembina ryan. Kata2nya sangat membangun. maybe dia sudah jadi Role Model ryan. Pengen banget jadi seperti dia. Sosok Yesus yang selalu mengasihi itu terlihat dari dia. Dan orangnya pun kocak. Jadi setiap ada masalah ryan pasti cerita ke dia. Entah itu masalah kuliah, masalah dengan teman2 kelas, masalah tugas, intinya semuanya. Sekali lagi thx God udah boleh dikenalin ma ko Aldo. Ryan harap ryan bisa berubah menjadi ryan yang baru melalui semua apa yang telah ko Aldo ajarkan. you know, kata2nya betul2 membangun. sangat membangun. susah kayanya cari pembina kaya dia. thx GOD!!

Oo iaa ada 1 lagi. Ci Mauren. on facebook, it's Mauren Maningkas New. Ryan juga merasa sangat terberkati setelah kenal dengan dia. Thx God. Kata2nya juga membangun. Kalau bisa, ko Aldo ma ci Mauren deh yang jadi pembinaku. Wkak

hmm sabtu tanggal 30 Oktober nanti ryan ikut CG atau Champion Gathering. yey udh gk sabar! pengen banget ke sana. pasti ryan sangat terberkati. Hha

Oo iaa, kitorang mau saat teduh dulu. Wkak. jadi manado sekali weh. LOL

God Bless!!

best nite!!

2010-10-16T23:09:00.001+07:00

thx God for everything!!

thx for all my friend too!

tonite is my 1st best nite at Jakarta

Thx buat smua tmn2 komsel!

festival komsel berjalan lancar.. 

bukan masalah menang atau kalah

tapi kita smua adalah pemenang, rite?

i'm so happy!

luv you all!

wkak~

God Bless!

The Man Who Can't Be Moved~

2010-10-12T13:36:00.003+07:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a brokenhearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do?
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind, this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to, but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move            

2010-10-10T13:55:00.003+07:00

HEII ALL

HAPPY SUNDAY
FYI RYAN HARI INI MALAS NGAPA2IN DIKARENAKAN SESUATU HAL. MAAF TUHAN KLO RYAN JG GK KE GEREJA. BTUL2 MALAS UTK KELUAR DARI KAMAR KOST INI. RYAN JANJI AKAN IKUT PO DI HARI JUMAT DAN IKUT KOMSEL DAN KE GEREJA MINGGU DEPAN..

BUAT SESEORANG..
THX UNTUK SEMUANYA. RYAN BTUL2 CUKUP MENIKMATI BEBERAPA HARI TERAKHIR INI. MAKAN PAS ISTIRAHAT, PULANG JALAN SAMA2, IKUT SEMINAR SAMA2, DAN SEBAGAINYA..

DARI AWAL SEBENARNYA RYAN SDH BINGUNG. KNP SANGAT JAUH BERBEDA DENGAN YANG DL. MASIH INGAT KAN YG RYAN AJAK KELUAR. TRUS SKRG, KNP MALAH SEBALIKNYA. I'M CONFUSED YOU KNOW. BANYAK YANG RYAN HARAPKAN DARI KEJADIAN ITU. DAN AKHIRNYA HARI INI RYAN TAU. SEMUA YANG RYAN PIKIRKAN TERNYATA SALAH!!

OKEII RYAN AKUI RYAN SANGAT SEDIH. NOTHIN' I CAN DO, RITE? RYAN JUGA TIDAK MENYALAHKAN DIA ATAU CWO ITU. IT'S CALLED LOVE LIFE. MESKIPUN CWO ITU SUDAH PERNAH MEMBUATNYA SAKIT HATI HINGGA CWE ITU INGIN BENAR2 MELUPAKANNYA ATAU MEMBENCINYA, TAPI SEKARANG? ITU LAH KEHIDUPAN CINTA. CINTA MEMANG KADANG TIDAK WARAS. KITA TIDAK PERNAH TAU APA YANG BISA TERJADI BERIKUTNYA.

RYAN TIDAK MENYALAHKAN SIAPA2. BAHKAN MENURUT RYAN, RYAN LAH YANG SALAH. DASAR BODOH! HARUSNYA DARI AWAL RYAN TAU, RYAN SEHARUSNYA SUDAH HARUS TAU DIRI. "HEYY RYAN, TAU KAN KLO KAU ITU SANGAT KURANG DARI CWO ITU? SANGAT JAUH MALAH!"

MAYBE IT'S THE PERFECT TIME TO REALIZE IT. SADARI KALAU DIA MUNGKIN MEMANG BUKAN ORANG YANG TEPAT UTK RYAN. BUKAN ORANG YANG BISA MENUTUPI KEKURANGAN RYAN.

THX FOR EVERYTHING. SEMUA YANG SUDAH KITA LAKUKAN. MAAF KALAU RYAN SUSAH UNTUK MELUPAKANMU. KAU SENDIRI TAU KAN KALAU SANGAT SUSAH UNTUK MELUPAKAN ORANG YANG KAU CINTAI SEKALIPUN ORANG ITU SUDAH PERNAH MENYAKITIMU.

YOU KNOW IT'S 10/10/10. WHAT A NICE COMBINATION OF DATE! RYAN HARAP INI JUGA HARI YANG PALING MEMBAHAGIAKAN. TERNYATA TIDAK. 10/10/08 MERUPAKAN PERTAMA KALINYA RYAN MEMBERANIKAN DIRI MENGATAKAN KALAU RYAN SAYANG SM 'THAT GIRL'. DAN TENTU SAJA DIA MENJAWAB DIA TIDAK MEMILIKI PERASAAN YANG SAMA DENGAN RYAN. 10/10/10 DIMANA RYAN KEMBALI MENGATAKAN HAL YANG SAMA TO 'THAT GIRL'. DAN RYAN SANGAT BERHARAP DIA AKAN MENJAWAB DENGAN KALIMAT YANG SAMA. WHAT A STUPID MIND!

SEKALI LAGI RYAN KATAKAN KALAU KALIAN TIDAK SALAH. SEMUA SALAH RYAN!! RYAN MEMANG YANG BODOH!!

2010-10-10T01:25:00.001+07:00

thx for everything

sy sdh merasa cukup bahagia menikmati beberapa hari terakhir ini~

2010-10-09T01:00:00.003+07:00

maaf kalau saya terlalu childish

saya hanya ingin tahu yang sebenarnya

ingin tahu apa maksud dari semua ini

please don't break my heart into more pieces

eventhough you already did that~

so sorry

*miss you so badly

2010-10-05T22:03:00.004+07:00

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu,
Tidak bisa memberi alasan Mengapa ia mencintaimu.
Dia Hanya tau, di mata dia... kamulah satu-satunya yg terbaik saat ini

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Sebenarnya Selalu membuatmu marah/jengkel/stress...
Tapi ia tidak pernah tau hal bodoh apa yang sudah ia lakukan
Karena semua yang ia lakukan adalah untuk kebaikanmu.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Jarang memujimu,tetapi di dalam hatinya kamu adalah yang terbaik,
Hanya itu yang ia tau

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
akan marah" atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau tlpnya
Karena ia peduli dan tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi pada kamu

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Hanya menjatuhkan airmatanya dihadapanmu, dan
ketika kamu mencoba menghapus airmatanya..
Kamu telah menyentuh Hatinya
Dimana hatinya selalu berdegup/berdenyut/bergetar untuk kamu,

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Akan mengingat setiap kata yang kamu ucapkan
Bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu menggunakan kata2 itu tepat waktunya

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Tidak akan memberikan janji apapun dengan mudah
Karena ia tidak mau mengingkari janjinya
Ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya
dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman Selama-lamanya

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu
Mungkin tidak bisa mengingat kejadian/kesempatan istimewa
Seperti perayaan Hari ulang tahunmu....
Tapi ia tahu bahwa setiap detik yang ia lalui
Ia mencintai kamu, tidak peduli hari apakah ini....

*ohmy..
really love it
i mean..
it's really true you know
i really feel that too
got it from my friend maggie..
thx btw
HAHA~

2010-10-04T23:56:00.000+07:00

GIRL YOU'RE AMAZING, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!

U Smile~

2010-10-03T16:19:00.000+07:00

Oh, yeah, mmm

I wait on you forever, any day, hand and foot
Your world is my world, yeah
Ain't no way you ever gonna get
Any less than you should

'Cause baby, you smile, I smile, oh
'Cause whenever you smile, I smile
Hey, hey, hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say, hey
If you need me, I'll come running from a thousand miles away

When you smile, I smile, oh, whoa
You smile, I smile, hey

Baby, take my open heart and all it offers
'Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more

'Cause baby, you smile, I smile, whoa
You smile, I smile, hey, hey, hey
You smile, I smile, I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile, make me smile, baby

Baby, you won't ever want for nothing
You are my ends and my means now
With you there's no in between, I'm all in

'Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish 'cause it's my command
Hey, hey, hey

You smile, I smile, whoa
You smile, I smile, hey, hey, hey
You smile, I smile, I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile, oh

You smile, I smile
You smile, I smile

2010-10-03T16:11:00.001+07:00

HAHA
baru saja di isengin ma si edwin
dia update blog nulisnya "s maho"
hahahaha
dasar~

>< konyol~

2010-09-29T04:40:00.003+07:00

ohmy,,hari ini ryan baru saja melakukan suatu kekonyolan. entah mengapa, ryan tiba2 jadii sensi. ckck. noldy yg berniat bercanda di twitter malah berubah menjadi pertengkaran. saling hina dan saling mengungkit masa lalu. okeii mgkn kata2 ryan 'agak' kasar. maka dari itu ryan sadar dan akhirnya segera meminta maaf ke noldy. itu semua berkat si wandy yg ngingetin biar ryan sadar kalau semuanya sebaiknya dihentikan. lagii malas melanjutkan perdebatan yang semakin seru dan semakin menusuk. haha. maaf noldy. makanya klo bcanda biasa aja dong. cukup sekali doang. gk usah di ulang. HAHA~

i dunno, tapi mgkn ryan pikir sebaiknya ryan yang ingatkan ke dia sekarang. daripada dia mulai keterusan dan mengganggu teman barunya di unhas sana. kan gk lucu klo noldy sampai dipukul mengingat kerasnya dunia perkuliahan di unhas sana. mendingkan dia ditegur dgn kata2 drpd dgn pukulan. haha

ryan udh mnta maaf, trserah dia mau maafkan ato gk, kan ryan udh mnta maaf. hehe. lebih baek ryan yg mnta maaf dlan drpd semuanya dilanjutkan dan tak berujung. haha. gk pp kan klo mnta maaf dlan drpd semakin rumit. haha
maybe that's all fer today. gk tw mau tulis apa. mgkn besok yah. wkak

sorry for all. terutama noldy qke ctg plus smw yg baca timelinenya..klo ada yang baru mau baca, udh gk ad.maaf.udh gw hapus.wkak
sekrg nulis blognya pake gw yaa. dl jg msh pk sy ato se.HAHA~
gnite all
ehm i mean gmorning..
wkak~
god bless

*postingan kacau soalnya sdh ngantuk berat! wkak

2010-09-28T00:15:00.005+07:00

HP KU ILANG!

*mmg bukan si super BB ato iPhone
tapi itu HP
argh
kalian tau itu sebuah HP!
ternyata seperti ini rasanya kehilangan hp
jadii pengen nangis
*lebay
astaga~
dibeli dengan keringat orang tua
dan hilang dengan mudahnya~
dan konyolnya lagi hilang di kamar kost laci paling atas!
dunno wat to say
sy cm bisa serahkan sm Tuhan
mgkn bapaknya lagi butuh uang untuk sekolah anaknya
ato obat keluarga yang sakit
yasudah terserah,,
wsh IT the best!
God bless buat yg ambil aja
Hhe~

Just The Way You Are

2010-09-25T23:02:00.002+07:00

Oh, her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shinin'
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her tryin'
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her, she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay?
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh, you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for, then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are, yeah

*heyy amazing girl
do you know that i still love you until now?
yeah, i still love you
no matter what
i know, some of ur friend call me stupid
but, i know what i'm doing!
i think still love you is the right "thing" to do
don't care what people say about me
it's me
not his/her or anyone else
sorry fer keep bothering you all day
i hope you'll love me too
every time I kneel down, I pray, someday you could love me
...

#random

2010-09-12T23:45:00.002+07:00

my playlist :

BestLoveSongEver
*One Republic - Secrets
*Bruno Mars - Long Distance
*Justin Bieber - Love Me
*Christina Aguilera - You Lost Me
*Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna
*Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are
*Taylor Swift - Mine

love them all
the song i mean
HAHA~

God bless!

#random fact!

2010-09-12T01:07:00.006+07:00

Jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau itu hanya akan menghancurkan perasaannya

Jangan pernah menatap matanya jika semua yg kamu lakukan hanya bohong

Hal yg paling kejam adalah membiarkannya jatuh cinta sementara kamu tidak mencintainya

Suatu hari, seseorang yg sedang putus cinta menangis di taman, saat itu datang seorang ahli filsafat bertanya padanya..

"Knp km menangis???"

Org itu menjwb,
"Aku sangat sedih, knp dia meninggalkan ku??!!!!!!"

Lalu ahli filsafat itu tertawa sambil berkata
"Km bodoh sekali"

Lalu org itu menjawab..
"Kamu ini bagaimana??? Aku sedang putus cinta sudah cukup menyedihkan, tak apalah kalau kamu tak membujukku, tapi kamu masih juga menertawaiku"

"Bodoh, km tak perlu sedih, karna yg seharusnya sedih adalah dia" kata org filsafat.

"Knp dia yg bersedih, kan dia yg memutuskan ku???"
Kata org itu..

"Karna km hanya kehilangan org yg TAK mencintaimu, tetapi dia kehilangan org yg SANGAT mencintainya" Jwb ahli filsafat itu

Jangan tertarik kepada seseorang karena parasnya, sebab keelokan paras dapat menyesatkan

Jangan pula tertarik kepada kekayaannya, karena kekayaan dapat musnah

Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum

Karena, hanya senyum yang dapat membuat hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah

Semoga kamu menemukan orang seperti itu!

*dan saya pun merasa kehilangan orang yang saya cintai!

kalau kau NONTONG di Makassar! :p

2010-09-12T00:25:00.007+07:00

kalau kau nongtong di Makassar, akan seperti inilah judulnya

Enemy at the Gates - Nia Tau Ri Pa'ke'bo Ka

Die Another Day - Mungko-Mungko Pi Na Mate Ki

Die Hard - Susahnu Mate Di

Die Hard II - Tena Injo Mate ??

Die Hard III With A Vengeance - Ededede, Kassa Memang Tongko , Lar'ro Tong Ko

Die Hard IV (Die) - Apa Ko Tau'wa , Ku Kana Memang, Kassa Ki Anjo

Bad Boys - Ana'-Ana' Sorokau

Man of Fire - Ta'tunu Ki Bat'tangna

No Way Back - Tea Lalo Ko Motere

Red Eye - Mata Eja

Casino Royale - Bal'la Pabotoro Lompoa

The Hoax - Pabal'le-Bal'le

Harry Potter - Tau Pare Doti-doti

Lost in Space - Lan'nya Ki Ri Awang'nga

Cheaper by the Dozen - Silosing Leb'be Lam'moro

Paycheck - Lebba' Mi Ku Poterangi

Independence Day - Tanggala Sampulo Tujuh

There is Something About Marry - Ang'ngapai Meri Ka Anjo Kodong

Silence of the Lamb - Bisu'I Bem'bena

Planet of the Apes - Planet Na I Dare Ka

Gone in Sixty Second - Lampa Mi, Linta' Na

The Abyss - Pilabussi

Deja Vu - Tena Ku Inga' Dudu

Terminator - Tau-Tau Robot Anjo

Lord Of The Ring - Daeng Ako'

Deep Impact - Tatumbu Lantang'ngi

Million Dollar Baby - Ana' Sijuta Anjo

Blackhawk Down - Tug'guru Ki Anjo Manuk Le'leng Ka

Saving Private Ryan - Bantusae Ryan Kodong

Gone With The Wind - Lambusu Ki Anging Mamiri

Because I Said So - Kukana Memang Tong Apa

Superman - Tawwa Kas'sa

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HAHA

love this BBM so much

make me laugh out loud all day a.k.a ngakak HAHA

*eh, biasa aja dong! Hhi

hmm

lupa dapat BBM dari siapa

klo gk salah si cisilia

Hhi

thx fer dat ngakak thing!HAHA
*ngakak to the max!

tggu post brikut dlm 5 menit

HAHA

oO iaa

font berwarna minoritas yg paling lucu

HAHA~

when i look at you~

2010-08-11T18:38:00.005+07:00

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who i am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me

*recomended to hear
it's the best love song ever!
also love the the video
and also Miley Cyrus
love ya!
oO iaa
jangan lupa nonton film The Last Song
Wkak~
love is in the air
mdd
sangeng cinta2 trus ini ryan
cinta..terkadang agak tidak waras
Wkak~
..still love her..

long distance...

2010-08-07T18:12:00.007+07:00

There's only so many songs

That I can sing to pass the time

And I'm running out of things to do

To get you off my mind

Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame

That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours

And the hours feel like days

While I'm away

You know right now I can't be home

But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame

That I hold close to see your face again

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

Can you hear me crying?

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

And it's so hard,you're so far

This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard

Where we are,where we are

You're so far,this long distance is killing me

There's only so many songsThat I can sing to pass the time..

*nice song to hear. thx to my friend who introduced this song to me.i love it.sekarang dia harus bertanggung jawab karena saya memutarnya terus menerus dirumah. #tidakjelas

mungkin orang akan berpikir kalau lagu ini lebih cocok ditujukan ke orang yang betul2 long distance dengan orang yang dia sayang ketimbang saya yang sedang single.wew

dunno why, tapi lagu ini betul2 cocok dengan keadaanku sekarang. someone that i really love baru saja meninggalkan kota makassar untuk melanjutkan kuliahnya. it feels like i lost my half soul.#alay

i know it's kinda weird. tapi, meskipun saya bukan siapa2nya, saya juga merasakan kalau saya pasti akan kehilangan dia karena long distance ini. bukan kehilangan sebagai pacarnya. tapi saya tahu dengan pindahnya dia di kota sebesar jakarta, dia dapat dengan mudah menemukan cwo yang betul2 memenuhi kriterianya yang sangat jelas kalau tidak ada satupun kriteria cwo "idaman"nya yang cocok dengan saya. poor me! dengan begitu, pasti akan sangat susah bagi saya untuk berusaha masuk ke hatinya. mana mungkin dia memilih ryan kalau toh ada juga yang lebih dari ryan dan sedang jatuh cinta dengan dia.

sekarang ryan sadar. untuk mengejar cinta tidak hanya dibutuhkan cinta yang tulus tetapi juga banyak hal lainnya. sekarang ryan bahkan tidak tahu apa yang harus ryan lakukan.

let God decide what the best for me and her

..still love her..

#random fact!

2010-08-01T19:08:00.000+07:00

really jealous with my friends who continue their studies outside makassar!
LOL

iHeart Lady Gaga The Remix

2010-07-26T12:33:00.003+07:00

just got this new Lady Gaga The Remix cd from my sister
thx a LOT!
total lady gaga cd's : 2!
love you mother monster!
HAHA~
#tidakjelas

*sorry for the bad quality pic
poor BB camera~

The Track List:

Just Dance
01. Space Cowboy Remix
02. RedOne Remix

Poker Face
03. Space Cowboy Remix
04. LLG vs GLG Radio Mix

Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)
05. (Electric Piano and Human Beat Box Version) - The Cherrytree Sessions Version
06. Pet Shop Boys Radio Remix

LoveGame
07. Space Cowboy Remix
08. Chew Fu Ghettohouse Fix feat. Marilyn Manson

Paparazzi
09. Yuksek Remix
10. Stuart Price Remix

Bad Romance
11. Skrillex Radio Remix
12. Starsmith Remix
13. Kaskade Main Remix

Telephone feat. Beyonce
14. Alphabeat Remix
15. Passion Pit Remix
16. Crookers Vocal Remix

random :p

2010-07-26T10:50:00.004+07:00

One Republic - Secrets!

harus dengar tu lagu
lupa apa yang buat smpe trgila2 dgn tu lagu
trus kmrn after nntn The Sorcerer's Apprentice jd tmbh suka
soalx tu lagu jadi OSTnya
HAHA~

buka twitter
mention One Republic
minta di follback

astaga~
lgsg di follback
HAHA~

the best ever laa mereka!
god bless!

oO iaa
baru saja donlod 1 album lagux mereka
track list : Made For You, All The Right Moves, Secrets, Everybody Loves Me, Missing Persons 1 & 2, Good Life, All This Time, Fear, Waking Up, Marchin' On, Lullaby~
*bigger font mean suggested for you to hear! HAHA~

confused!

2010-07-24T14:57:00.004+07:00

bingung masalah kuliahan
pengen daftar di smua universitas yang berjurusan kedokteran
tapi banyak yang mahal
trus mom pengenx ryan di makassar saja
karena katanya ryan sudah besar (loh?mmg sudah besar kan?HAHA~)
biar bisa jaga mom dan ito
HAHA~
dan jaga akino juga
skrg sih lagi fokus utk tes JNS di unhas
itu tes jalur non subsidi dengan biaya selangit
zzz
mudah2an masuk yah
wish me luck
segala cara ditempuh!
HAHA~
nanti doa saja yah
pasti dapat jawabannya
oO iaa
tadi juga daftar di UKI Jakarta
tapi setelah liat perincian harga
OMG!
SPP 100jt, Per Semester 8jt, per SKS 350rb
SKS kedokteran itu klo nd salah per semester skitar 20an
zzz
apa yah yang bisa dijual?
HAHA~
kuliah mmg gk ada yang murah yah
tp jadikan cadangan saja
wew

*lovelife
...
speechless!

2010-07-16T07:53:00.004+07:00

i promise to love you every moment,forever!

2010-07-16T06:47:00.006+07:00

i love you

sy harap ko mau kasi saya kesempatan

ok laa

nd mgkn langsung ko trima saya disaat seperti ini

tp tolong,,

kasi sy kesempatan untuk dekati kw

supaya sy bs masuk ke hatimu

saya harap saya adalah orang yang bisa buka hatimu sekarang

sy janji sy bahagiakan kw

sy janji sy akan tulus cinta sama kw

sy janji utk tidak memberikan hatiku ke org lain selain kw

sy janji akan berubah

memang ini semua cuma janji

tapi sy akan buktikan semuanya klo kw kasi sy kesempatan untuk dekati kw

#i only say it cause i mean it! i only mean it cause it's true!

To Sir With Love lyric

2010-07-13T18:27:00.002+07:00

*To Sir With Love

Those schoolgirl days of telling tales and biting nails are gone
But in my mind I know they will still live on and on
But how do you thank someone
...Who has taken you from crayons to perfume?
Ooooh It isn't easy but I'll try,

Chorus
If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high,
To Sir, with Love

The time has come,
For closing books and long last looks must end,
And as I leave, I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong,
And weak from strong, that's a lot to learn,
What, what can I give you in return?
oooh

Chorus
If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,
But I, would rather you let me give my heart,
To Sir, with Love

dedicated to our beloved sir Petrus Mite ..
haha~

jakarta~

2010-07-09T01:01:00.014+07:00

*it's jakarta night view from my hotel
kinda like it!
sorry for the bad quality
cos it's taken from my phone only
hhe~

cinta laura said
it's jakarda..
haha
freak stupid artist!
her voice and dance also really bad i think!
and don't try to compare her with the brilliant Agnes Monica~
haha

oO iaa
thx fr my friend nando, maggie, chelsea, nancy
thx krn kita suda bole jalan2 ke TA bareng. nonton toy story in 3D format. haha. love iT! suda bole gila2an sepanjang perjalanan. sok logat lagi. haha. yaokeii. kita hanya perlu menjadi diri sendiri. hhe
intinya sangat suka hari ini. i know, nothin' special. yang terpenting kita suda bole ktemu trus hv fun bareng. really love iT!
haha
dunno why. tp sy ttp pikir hr ini adalah hari spesial. mungkin karena saya tidak perlu menjalani hari yang membosankan seperti yang adik saya benito rasakan. haha. dia pergi dengan keluarga saya untuk bertemu dengan keluarga yang lainnya. menurut cerita yang saya dengar, dia merasa sangat bosan dengan kegiatan yang dia lewati. setidaknya dia di traktir makan di restoran. haha
kinda hate that part. memang gk perna nolak yang gratisan. hhe

oO iaa
akhirnya makan di hanamasa lagi. setelah lama gk makan. dan seperti biasa. MATA lebih BESAR daripada PERUT. ambil banyak bahkan gk dihabisin. yah, and my friend nando memulai aktifitas aneh. menusuk semua makanan sisa ke dalam kompor. HAHA~

maaf karena kita membuang kalian. tidak bermaksud sebenarnya. HAHA~
kita masi memiliki sekompor tanggung jawab yang harus dihabiskan
ryan dan chelsea masi memiliki sepanci tanggung jawab yang juga harus dihabiskan
haha

OMG
merasa sangat kekenyangan. nando bahkan bilang, "Ryan, u looks fatter now. and looks like u already cant use the seat belt anymore!"
haha~
nice one

oO iaa
hari ini gk jadi bli ole2 buat beberapa org
soalnya nando pengen cepat pulang. tadi seh di jemput nando. jadi ikut dia pulang lagi. hehe
maybe tommorow pergi cari ole2 lagi. haha
1 yg pasti, boneka maskot piala dunia. entah siapa namanya. pengen beli buat kelo. one of my best friend now.HAHA~

very tired!
tapi ttp pikir seseorang. someone that i really love. i mean REALLY!
grr.really need her now! really miss her!
maaf karena semuanya
saya tidak bisa jadi cowok super keren dan super cakep yang selalu diidam2kan seperti di sinetron2. saya cuma bisa jadi ryan. the real ryan samuel. tetap berharap anda mau memberikan saya kesempatan. saya janji akan membahagiakan anda. cos i was born to make you happy. i promise!
maaf juga karena sampai sekarang masi tidak bisa berhenti mencintaimu.
maaf juga atas semua chat yang telah mengganggu anda. semuanya dikarenakan karena saya sangat merindukan anda. rindu untuk melihatmu, atau bahkan untuk mendengar suaramu.
juga maaf atas semua paksaan ini. cos i can't stop loving you!
maaf!

grr

2010-07-07T21:32:00.002+07:00

okeii
something ruin my life
it's my blackberry messenger application
suddenly it's stop working
i can't open it
got 1 notif but can't read it!
hate it~
DAMN!

gotta go to fix it tomorrow
haha~

#pendingsangat!

2010-07-05T17:30:00.004+07:00

zzz

provider di Indonesia memang gk ada bagusnya

ngakunya jaringan paling luas di Indonesia

BBM-an malah gk ada yang terkirim

semua pending

kirim file 130an kb malah expired

setelah nunggu 2 jam baru terkirim 60kb

akhirnya ketiduran gara2 nunggu file terkirim

bangun pagi malah file expired

zzz

dasar semua cacad

pantesan dulu teman saya noldy setiap minggu ganti operator

ternyata memang semua gk ada yang normal

sibuk memperjuangkan harga murah malahan kualitas dilupakan

pengguna malah jengkel dengan semua situasi ini

jaringan 3G malah gk ada gunanya

gk ada bedanya sm GPRS

bahkan jaringan sebelum GPRS

*lupa namanya apa

grr

all 'bout BlackBerry Gemini

2010-07-05T17:13:00.005+07:00

BlackBerry Gemini atau Curve 8520 memiliki 4 warna di Indonesia selain Black Edition

White Edition

Violet Edition

Red Edition

Frost Blue Edition

menurutku tetap putih yang bagus..

tapi, klo untuk kelas executive tetap hitam yang bagus

lebih elegan soalnya

seandainya ungunya agak gelap lagi

mungkin ungunya akan menang dari putih

#haha

Over The Rainbow~

2010-07-02T20:52:00.002+07:00

#Oooooh Ooooooh

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high,

There's a land that I dreamed of once in a lullaby

#haaaaai

Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

#Uuuuuh

#solo guitar

oooh someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

High above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Oh somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

*love the Glee Cast Version

Who I Am~

2010-06-29T21:04:00.005+07:00

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right
Nothing is right when you're gone
Losing my breath
Losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death
I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I'm shaking it off
I'm shaking off all of the pain
You're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Are you gonna love me
(yeah)
For who I am?

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
(yeah)
Who I am

*new song from nick jonas
taken from the "Who I Am" album
kinda like iT!
also love the video
all of you should watch iT!
iGBU~

non sense! wkak~

2010-06-29T16:45:00.002+07:00

i'm a little bit

*BELIEBER

and absolutely

*LITTLE MONSTER

wkak~

Somebody To Love~

2010-06-29T16:24:00.002+07:00

Ohh Ohh

For you I’d write a symphony

I’d tell the violin

It’s time to sink or swim

Watch him play for ya

For you I'd be (Whoa)

Runnin a thousand miles

Just get you where you are

Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot

But for you I need I

Rather give you the world

Or we can share mine

I know that I won’t be the first one

Given you all this attention

But baby listen

I just need somebody to love

I-I don’t need too much

Just need somebody to love.

(Somebody to love)

I don’t need nothing else

I promise girl, I swear.

I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody I-I need somebody

I need somebody I-I need somebody.

Everyday I bring the sun around

I sweep away the clouds.

Smile for me (Smile for me)

I would take

Every second, every single time

Spend it like my last dime.

Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot

But for you I need I

Rather give you the world

Or we can share mine

I know I won’t be the first one

Given you all this attention

But baby listen

I just need somebody to love (Ohh, no no no no)

I-I don’t need too much

Just need somebody to love.

(Somebody to love)

I don’t need nothing else

I promise girl, I swear.

I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody I-I need somebody

I need somebody I-I need somebody.

(Somebody to love)

I need somebody I-I need somebody

I need somebody I-I need somebody.

And you can have it all

Anything you want I can bring

Give you the finer things, yeah

But what I really want

I can’t find ’cause, money can’t find me.

Somebody to love. (Ohh Whoa)

Find me somebody to love (Ohh)

I need somebody to love (Yeah)

I-I don’t need too much

Just somebody to love.

Somebody to love.I don’t need nothing else,I promise girl I swear,I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody, I-I need somebody

(Somebody to love)

I need somebody, I-I need somebody

I need somebody (I swear I just need somebody to love)

I-I need somebody.

Oh oh oh oh oh...

Is she out there

I just need somebody to love

*i need you

wkak~

2010-06-28T22:10:00.006+07:00

eh, rindu nonton karate kid lagi nih. nonton untuk ketiga kalinya. haha

it's awesome! nice story. haha

pengen ngajak seseorang. tapi gk yakin. hanya bisa berharap dia mau dan temani ryan untuk pergi nonton. hehe~

mau yah?

u can text me if you want

or just bbm me

haha~

still..

berharap!

love it's soundtrack too

iDonor~

2010-06-28T21:46:00.008+07:00

heii all

wutcha doin"

rindu untuk posting. cuman belum sempat. karena ada sesuatu hal yang disebut kemalasan. haha. gk jelas. loll~

oO iaa

minggu kemarin baru saja melakukan sesuatu yang betul2 baru. Yaiut : donor darah. ckck. ceritanya, kemarin pulang gereja, ada pengumuman kalau gereja kerjasama dengan PMI untuk adakan donor darah di gereja. Dan, salah satu dokter yang ada, adalah teman ibu saya yang juga dokter. ckck. Alhasil, saya pun disuruh untuk donor. HAHA~

Memang dari dulu mau mencoba untuk donor darah. cuman kayax kemarin belum siap. soalx ada rencana untuk pergi jalan. jadinya takut agak lemas habis donor darah. soalnya katax amo, my moms driver dulu sampai tidur 2 hari setelah habis donor darah. waddoooww! kan ryan yang nyetir pulang.haha

yah! akhirnya ryan memberanikan diri buat donor. malah donorx sambil maen hp dan iPod.haha

dan,ryan menerima 3 tusukan. tangan kanan 1 tusukan. pas hampir slesai (350cc), katanya darahnya malah gk mau keluar. padahal kurang 30cc lagi. kalau gk 350cc, katanya darahnya gk bisa dipakai.wew!

akhirnya diputuskan untuk pindah ke tangan kiri. astaga! tusukan pertama gagal. maksudnya, ternyata yang ambil darah ryan (lupa namanya.haha), salah tusuk. dia tusuknya gk kena ke vena. JADI, jarum kembali di cabut dan ditusuk di tempat yang lain. dan darah pun mengucur seperti keran.HAHA. ALAY!~

akhirnya 350cc terpenuhi.

nih ada fotonya.ckck

darahnya katanya kelebihan trombosit. makanya agak gelap warnanya. HAHA~

oO iaa. setelah donor malah ke MP jalan2. Dan, sepertinya tidak ada perubahan. Jadi yang sampai tidur 2 hari itu terlalu melebihkan atau kenyataan? haha

oO iaa..

hari kamis ato jumat kemarin akhirnya ke Pantai Akkarena. perginya sama teman saya Rosliana dan Tse Amelia. Haha. ke sana hanya karena rindu akkarena. bahkan lagi hujan. haha

begitu banyak kejadian yang saya harapkan terjadi di sana. HAHA~

mulai gk jelas!~

nih fotonya.wkak~

nothin' to say..

haha

habis laa bahan pembicaraan..

nanti di post berikutnya saja yaa

loll~

iMiss my iPhone~

2010-06-26T19:10:00.005+07:00

iMiss iT!~

soo miss my iphone

semuanya dimulai karena baru saja mengupgrade OS iPhone 3GS dan iPod touch. sekarang iPhone 3GS-nya sudah berpindah tangan ke adik saya Benito. Kenapa bisa berpindah tangan. Ternyata karena saya yang memberinya.haha. Tapi saya tidak merasa menyesal. Lagipula saya baru saja membeli BlackBerry Bold 9700. Pikirnya ribet kalau saya harus memakai 2 hp. Tentu saja saya akan lebih fokus ke hp baru saya ketimbang hp lama saya. Akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk memberikan iPhone saya ke adik saya. Lagipula saya sudah memiliki iPod shuffle dan iPod touch. Bingung jadinya kalau harus memegang kesemua gadget tersebut kalau bepergian. haha

Sekilas tentang OS 4. Akhirnya produk apple sudah bisa multitasking. Anda tahu? Pengguna dapat menjalankan beberapa program sekaligus tanpa harus menutup program yang lainnya. Kebanyakan digunakan pada OS symbian milik hp Nokia. Selain itu, ada juga beberapa perubahan yang dilakukan. Bagi pengguna produk apple, sebaiknya anda segera meng-upgrade ke versi 4. Anda juga pasti akan merasa terkejut dengan perubahan yang terjadi. Tapi, sebelumnya anda harus membaca peraturan yang diberikan. Karena sepertinya tidak semua produk apple bisa diupgrade ke OS 4. Contohnya, upgrade dapat dilakukan hanya kepada iPod Touch 3rd version dengan tahun keluaran 2009 late. Artinya, iPod Touch versi 2 belum bisa. Tapi saya sarankan agar anda mengeceknya di apple.com sebelumnya. Satu lagi, jika anda ingin mendownloadnya, jangan kaget dengan ukuran filenya yang 366,64MB. Saya memerlukan waktu 1jam 6menit untuk mendownloadnya dengan provider internet speedy dari telkom indonesia. HAHA~

oO iaa. Hari ini juga baru saja mendownload tema baru untuk BlackBerry saya. Tema yang saya download sangat mirip dengan tampilan hp Nokia dengan versi 3 ato 5. Lumayan bagus. Dan saya sangat menyukainya. Jadi rindu dengan hp nokia saya yang terdahulu. Hp nokia yang saya tukarkan dengan iPhone 3GS milik teman saya. Istilahnya tukar tambah. Tunggu saya akan berusaha untuk mengumpul uang dan membelinya kembali. HAHA~

iThink that's all~

merasa sangat bossaaannn dirumah

berharap segera berangkat ke jakarta untuk menghabiskan waktu dan uang sepertinya

berjanji akan berusaha untuk menekan pengeluaran hingga sekecil mungkin

haha

GBU~

iPhone 4 Review

2010-06-26T18:39:00.008+07:00

iPhone 4 telah resmi dikeluarkan Apple dalam acara WorldWide Developers Conference (WWDC) 2010 di San Francisco Selasa kemarin. Mari kita review iPhone 4 yang sensasional itu.Apple pertama kali menjual iPhone pada 2007. iPhone generasi pertama mulai dipasarkan pada 29 Juni 2007 dengan harga US$ 499 untuk model 4GB dan US$599 untuk model 8GB. Generasi kedua diberi nama iPhone 3G dan diluncurkan di berbagai negara pada 11 Juli 2008 dengan harga US$199 untuk model 8GB dan US$299 untuk model 16GB. Generasi ketiga atau iPhone 3GS, diluncurkan pada tanggal 17 Juni 2009, dengan harga US$199 untuk model 16GB dan US$299 untuk model 32GB.Lalu apa yang baru dari iPhone 4 dibandingkan iPhone sebelumnya itu?

Pertama, mari kita bedah bentuk luarnya. Telepon pintar generasi keempat dari Apple ini lebih tipis ketimbang wujud iPhone sebelumnya yakni 0,38 inci sementara iPhone sebelumnya 0,5 inci. Baterai tahan hingga 7 jam dalam kondisi aktif, selisih dua jam dari ketahanan baterai versi iPhone sebelumnya.

Menurut Jobs, baterai iPhone 4 tahan untuk berbagai aktivitas, seperti bicara selama tujuh jam di jalur 3G, browsing 3G selama 6 jam, browsing WiFi selama 10 jam, video 10 jam, musik 40 jam dan standby selama 300 jam. Kendati lebar layarnya sama seperti iPhone sebelumnya, namun resolusi iPhone 4, empat kali lebih baik ketimbang generasi sebelumnya.

Bodi iPhone 4 dibalut panel kaca dan stainless steel di bagian depan dan belakang serta menyisipkan antena yang mengitari seluruh tubuh iPhone. Telepon mungkin belum pintar kalau belum dibenamkan kamera. Dalam iPhone 4, Apple membenamkan kamera 5 Megapiksel lengkap dengan lampu kilat LED dan dapat merekam serta mengedit foto definisi tinggi.

Kalau sistem operasi iPhone sebelumnya adalah versi ringan Mac OS X tanpa berbagai komponen yang tidak diperlukan. Sistem operasi yang digunakan dalam iPhone 4 ini adalah iOS 4 dan tak banyak perbedaannya dengan sistem operasi sebelumnya. Yang benar-benar berbeda adalah prosesor A4 Apple yang memberikan kecepatan tinggi. Untuk fitur yang tersedia, beberapa fitur baru ada di iPhone termasuk multitasking, iBooks, periklanan dan video chat.Spesifikasi iPhone 4

Bentuk:

- Warna: Hitam atau Putih

- Tinggi: 4,5 inchi

- Lebar: 2,31 inchi

- Tipis: 0,37 inchi

- Berat: 137 gram

Kapasitas:

- 16GB atau 32 GB

Display:

- Retina Display

- 3.5-inch (diagonal) widescreen Multi-Touch display

- Resolusi 960 x 640 pixel, dengan 326 ppi- Kontras Rasio 800:1

- Fingerprint-resistant oleophobic coating pada bagian depan dan belakang

- Mendukung tampilan beberapa bahasa dan karakter secara simultan

Kamera, Foto, Video:

- Rekaman Video HD (720p) up to 30 fps

- Kamera 5MP

- Kamera depan VGA dengan 30 fps

- LED flash- Fitur Geotagging pada foto dan video

Audio:

- Respon frekuensi: 20Hz to 20.000 Hz

- Format Audio: AAC (8 to 320 Kbps), Protected AAC (from iTunes Store), HE-AAC, MP3 (8 to 320 Kbps), MP3 VBR, Audible (formats 2, 3, 4, Audible Enhanced Audio, AAX, and AAX+),Apple Lossless, AIFF, dan WAV

TV dan Video:

- Format Video: H.264 video up to 720p, 30 frames per second, Main Profile level 3.1 with AAC-LC audio up to 160 Kbps, 48kHz, stereo audio in .m4v, .mp4, and .mov file formats; MPEG-4 video, up to 2.5 Mbps, 640 by 480 pixels, 30frames per second , Simple Profile with AAC-LC audio up to 160 Kbps per channel, 48kHz, stereo audio in . m4v, mp4, dan .mov file formats; Motion JPEG (M-JPEG) up to 35 Mbps, 1280 by 720 pixels, 30frames per second, audio in ulaw, PCM stereo audio in .avi file format

- Mendukung resolusi 1024×768 pixel, dengan dock connector to VGA sebesar 576p dan 480p.

Selular dan Wireless:- UMTS/HSDPA/HSUPA (850, 900, 1900, 2100 MHz)- GSM/EDGE (850, 900, 1800, 1900 MHz)- 802.11b/g/n Wi-Fi (802.11n 2.4GHz)- Bluetooth 2.1 + EDR wireless technology

Fitur Lokasi:

- A-GPS

- Kompas digital

- Wi-Fi

Baterai dan Daya:

- Baterai lithium-ion yang dapat di charge

- Power USB via PC/Mac

- Talk time up to 7 jam (3G), up to 14 jam (2G)

- Waktu Standby: 300 jam

- Penggunaan internet up to 6 jam (3G), up to 10 jam (WiFi)

- Rekaman Video: up to 10 jam

- Rekaman Audio: up to 40 jam

Today Was A Fairy Tale~

2010-06-26T18:05:00.006+07:00

Today was a fairy tale

You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand

And you picked me up at six

Today was a fairy tale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark gray t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around

Can you feel this Magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissEd me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

You've got a smile

That takes me to another planet

Every move you make

Every thing you say is right

Today was a fairy tale

All that I could say is now it's Getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense til the time I saw your face

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around-Yeah

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down

Whenever you're around

I can feel my heart

It's beating in my chest

Did you feel it

I can't put this down

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Can you feel this magic in the air?

It must've been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standin' there

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

It must've been the way

Today was a fairy tale

Oh Oh Ooh Yeah oh

Today was a fairy tale

*taken from Fearless album

it also OST. Valentine's Day

2010-06-21T00:03:00.007+07:00

maaf kalau selama ini saya sudah berbuat banyak kesalahan padamu

salah karena saya tetap pertahankan cintaku
salah karena saya tidak pernah bisa lupakan dirimu
salah karena saya selalu mengharapkan dirimu
salah karena saya selalu berusaha untuk dapatkan cintamu
salah karena saya selalu berusaha perhatian kepadamu yang bahkan terkesan berlebih
salah karena saya selalu terlihat konyol dan aneh didepanmu
salah karena saya terkadang jadi hantu yang seakan - akan mengganggu ketenanganmu
salah karena saya tidak pernah bisa turuti permintaanmu

permintaanmu untuk lupakan dirimu
permintaanmu untuk tingaalkan dirimu
permintaanmu untuk BERHENTI MENCINTAIMU

*it's very hard to me to realize it
and even may never

sorry~

jika harus memilih 1 diantara 2, jangan pilih orang yang kamu cintai, tapi pilihlah orang yang mencintaimu, karena orang yang mencintaimu lebih sanggup membahagiakanmu

*taken from someone status at facebook.com

give me a chance to make you happy. i would do the best for you
although only one day

still~

it's sunday~

2010-06-20T17:39:00.013+07:00

heii guys
hpy sunday~
don't forget to go to churh..
haha

'bout today~
ni hr prg nntn Karate Kid wit my brother : Benito. haha. utk kedua kalinya saya nntn. filmx BAGUS SANGAT. haha. apalagi soundtracknya. it's Never Say Never from Justin Bieber and Jaden Smith
all of you shud watch iT~ haha

ckck
after nntn, jadi pengen ke china. haha. entah itu liburan atau lanjut kuliah di sana like my sister : Prisca. haha. so, sms dia tny tiket ke sna berapa dan kapan bagusx. also ask her, sy ganggu nd klo ke sna dalam waktu dekat. haha. jadix pengen liburan dan belajar budayax. ckck. pengaruhnya itu film kuat skli. haha. sekarang malah btul2 mau lanjut kuliah kedokteran di sana. kekx seru prg cina tanpa kemampuan mandarin selain ni hao ma. kek dengar org sna bicara nd dan ngerti sama skli. haha. kinda funny. loll

kmrn jg msh s4 dibuat bingung sm Eveline. she's my classmate. haha. dia lagi stres krna masalah cinta. ckck. katax br prtama kali dia jatuh cinta sm cwo yg rasax kek bgtu.haha.
after crita2 soal sp cwox (haha. nd nyangka.loll), dan bgmn memulai utk bilang, akhirx se yakinkan dia utk berani blg. ckck. lgsg nangis seharian. ktx tu cwo sdh anggap dia BFFnya. haha
okeii eve, tegar ko teman. semuax kembali ke kw. mw pertahankan ato lupakan. haha
dia s4 tny2 ke sy,krn katax sy sdh berpengalaman. berpengalaman dalam hal cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan. haha. kurang ajar tu eve. katax cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan dan sy tetap setia selama 3 tahun. haha. bukan penghargaan itu naa. haha

Oo iaa
saking semangatx prg cina, ni sy upload lagux prisca. lagux pake bahasa sana. kemarin nyanyix sm temanx waktu balik indo tahun lalu ato januari kemarin klo nd sala. oO iaa, nd tw apa judulx jg. hope you like iT~
haha

180610

2010-06-18T18:22:00.007+07:00

NEW VIDEO!
baru donlod sih.bkn new video yg baru kluar.haha
ada jg sih yg sdh dr mggu lalu.cmn blm s4 post di ...onlyryan...
HAHA

*Orianthi - Shut Up & Kiss Me
donlod krn penasaran liat maen gitarx ni cwe.asli jago maen gitar~

*Leighton Meester - Somebody To Love ft. Robin Thicke
blm s4 liat videox.tu hr donlod krn br kluar.haha

*OneRepublic - Secrets
seharusnya sebagus All The Right Moves videox.tp mmg bagus.haha

*Pretty Reckless - Make Me Wanna Die
donlod tu lg coz dlmx ada Taylor Momsen.another beautiful girl.haha

*Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith
it's Karate Kid OST

*Eminem - Not Afraid
it's his 1st single from the latest album.video : not bad laa.haha

*Lady Gaga - Alejandro
all of you shud watch iT! it's AMAZING! haha. mmg btul2 nd ad yg kala lady gaga buat video. 2 thumbs up!klo bs banyak lagi iaa.haha.trgila2 ma sm lady gaga.HAHA

*Shakira - Waka Waka
it's World Cup song.not bad laa.haha

*Justin Bieber - Somebody To Love remix ft. Usher
not bad laa.tp np tiba2 muncul Usher? haha. nd sabar tggu That Should Be Me. HAHA

*Katy Perry - California Gurls ft. Snoop Dogg
haha.katy perry mulai berani telanjang yaa.tp keren baju dan rambutx.FULL COLOUR! HAHA

*B.o.B - Airplanes ft. Hayley Williams of Paramore
suka lagux makax donlod videox.haha

*Adam Lambert - If I Had You
br sj donlod.penasaran liatx.se"fantastic" For Your Entertainmentkah? bahasa apa itu? HAHA

*3OH!3 - My First Kiss ft. Ke$ha
KEREN dan LUCU! haha

If I Had You~

2010-06-18T17:49:00.001+07:00

New Video from Adam Lambert
If I Had You

If I Had You (Music Video) from AdamLambert.com.br - Adam-L.com on Vimeo.

Can't Be Tamed~

2010-06-18T17:30:00.001+07:00

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflectiona bout my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm on like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA
Don't change me (x4)
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don’t know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

Never Say Never~

2010-06-18T17:21:00.002+07:00

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never

*Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith
it's one of my favorite song from JBieber now
oO yaa. Somebody To Love video premiere is yesterday
it's AMAZING!~
haha
gbu

Love Me~

2010-06-18T17:08:00.003+07:00

My friends say I’m a fool to think
That you’re the one for me
I guess I’m just a sucker for love
‘Cuz honestly the truth is that
You know I’m never leavin’
‘Cuz you’re my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya, above ya

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you (love me)

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me u love me

People try to tell me
But I still refuse to listen
Cuz they don’t get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love, oh your love

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya, above ya

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me, say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me, say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

My heart is blind but I don’t care
‘Cuz when I’m with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go, oh

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me, say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me, Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me, say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

*Justin Bieber - Love Me
it's from My World Album

2010-06-15T08:50:00.002+07:00

say what you need to say

AND

never say never~

2010-05-28T10:20:00.001+07:00

bingung mau post apa
lebih tepatnya lupa
haha

nanti laa
klo sdh muncul di otak lagi
haha

love Quinn Fabray a.k.a Dianna Agron
asli cantiknya
jadi nd sabar nntn Glee lagi
haha

terrified lyric~

2010-05-22T21:33:00.001+07:00

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean it cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

*Katharina McPhee duet with Zachary Levi

2010-05-22T19:04:00.000+07:00

maaf~

LoveGivesMeHope

2010-05-21T18:54:00.009+07:00

I was on the bus on my way to the mall, when a homeless man sat next to me.
He saw that I was looking at the bouquet of flowers he held, and told me that they were for his wife because today is her birthday.
As he got off the bus, he walked into the cemetery and placed the flowers on his wife's grave.
A love that never dies

*taken from a group from facebook.com

astaga~
itu baru namanya CINTA
sy harap sy bisa memiliki cinta ky tu bapak
A love that never dies

sempat berpikir utk ttp cinta ma seseorang yg sdh dr dulu sy cintai
tp kyx gk mungkin
dia sdh temukan cinta sejatinya
saya cuma bisa berharap dia bahagia dengannya
dan saya tidak mau dia diperlakukan sama itu cwo seperti itu cwo perlakukan mantan2 pdktnya dulu
sy pernah berteman dengan dia
bahkan dia tau klo sy cinta sm tu cwe
dan saya juga tau apa sifatnya yang tidak bagus klo lagi sama cwe
tp sy harus relakan klo tu cwe lebih milih dia

astaga~
napa sambil curhat
baca lagi itu diatas sambil dengar lagu Terrifiednya Katharine McPhee duet with Zachary Levi

ni penggalan lagunya yang saya paling suka
in a world full wrong you're the thing that's right~
i could be all that you needed, if you lemme try~
i only said it cause i mean it~
i only mean it cause it's true~
so don't you doubt what i've been dreaming~
cause it fills me up and holds me close~
whenever i'm without you~

Eh
baru dapat satu lagi
Seorang pria jatuh cinta pada seorang gadis. Dia mengikuti ke mana pun gadis itu pergi. Suatu hari gadis itu tersadar, & bertanya kepada orang itu.
Gadis : mengapa kau terus mengikutiku?
Pria : karena kau sangat cantik, & sy rasa saya jatuh cinta padamu.
Gadis : benarkah? tapi kau belum pernah bertemu temanku. dia lebih cantik dariku, & sekarang dia berada tepat di belakangmu.
Laki2 itu menoleh ke belakangnya, tapi dia tidak melihat siapapun.
Pria : apakah kau mempermainkanku? tidak ada siapapun di belakangku.
Gadis : tidak! jika kau betul2 mencintaiku, kau tidak akan menoleh ke belakang.
♥:)

bole2..
haha

gbu~